I'm at a party on my phone writing this. The party is a going away party. I think the median age is 20. I seriously don't miss the immaturity. I want out. The shit I do for a friend.

3 girls all had something to offer
The tall darker girl loved her rolling rock!
Me too I says
The little girl 4 11 98lbs damn! 20 she says
Sure
The german lol she was something refreshing

watching fear and loathing in las vegas getting my knob polished.

So i have a friend that tells me how it is from the women point of view. I like having friends like this. She tells me that women, if they like their men, typically like to get pregnant to keep their men. When i had another conversation with a friend of mine. she talks about having a baby and all that. Next thing I know she talks about being on a period and then she says she is going to be on the pill. Hmmm really? I think the friend gave me a great insight I don't think I will ever...

Some of the most interesting things happened the past 12 months. I really am amazed at the weird events. I am truly one of those guys that used to say that shit never happened to me! Now, I can say dude strange things happen! Just go with it! I'm giddy as a school kid seeing boobies for the first time! It's like that first lesson in love. It's like getting high for the first time. It's like getting drunk without puking. If you see me on the road just ask me about what's been going on. ...

It's been a very long time. I don't have my Aprilia any more. Someone else has it. Hope it treats them well! I really have not been out riding this year nor last year. I have to my fall at the track on turn two. Typical accident handful of brakes and target fixation. Should've known better. The gixxer was jacked up I was ok. After that accident, I didn't do anything for a very long time. Just chilled and worked. Went through changes at home. Now I can focus on myself by riding again!...

Alright so I picked up a used KTM 450 SMR titled in good old Big Bear California! Yeah! The intentions are simple street it and rail the fuck out of my commute and travels around town and to the mountains. Easy right? I take the title down along with my registration for my pick up truck. I might as well take caand re of two things before I have to be at work. I make my way to the DOL in Fife a Licensing agency. I like those guys cause it's close to work and not as busy as other places like...

It comes to me again
Like a memory of a verse
from the works of bukowski
Thumbing to find the page
that fits this moment

Flipping quickly
Skimming the pages
yes. that's it!
it rushes again
like
A good hit used on an endless day
like
A good buzz at the end of a useless day

That note flashes
across the 101
yeah
the noise strikes within.
oh the fucking
recourse!...

Alright, so I'm a single parent in my 30's. I've been seeing someone in their twenties for a while. When we first hooked up, I specifically made it clear that my kids will always come first. She, being a mother of her own, understood the only term I had. She doesn't have custody at this time. I just don't understand how someone could be pissed and say that I cannot be there for her when she needs me. What the fuck! If I have my sons, how and why the hell would I leave them to comfort her...

Time to get the bike together
I just need a few parts and I'm back
need a new helmet
a few things for the bike
no biggie.
I miss riding. I've lost my sense of peace!

From the ashes, come a new beginning. A new rise to the top. When the bottom of the barrel drops out and you plunge deeper to the underground. Get no where past the present. No where near the future. It takes a long fall to strengthen the man to climb it all again. To avoid the broken ladders.