http://pnwriders.com/blogs/littleq624/ Motorcycle rides and riders in Washington Oregon Idaho British Columbia en Sat, 21 Nov 2009 14:01:10 GMT vBulletin 60 http://pnwriders.com/images_pnw/misc/rss.jpg http://pnwriders.com/blogs/littleq624/ http://pnwriders.com/blogs/littleq624/352-little-bit-reflection.html Sun, 07 Sep 2008 22:19:21 GMT as many of you know I was involved in an 'incident' recently, and have been dealing with the aftermath of that since. I was somewhat unaware until I noticed that I was feeling very much myself on friday, but I have been very much not myself since my accident. Looking back, it makes a lot of sense that I would be 'not myself' as I was dealing with a crash, taking large amounts of pain medicine, with periods of withdrawl interspersed throughout, and then in the last week or so going through the final (and worst) withdrawl from the medications. I feel guilty about anyone who I worried or upset in this confused time.

I guess I'm trying to apologize to those that worried (especially for the last week or so, when I was very mixed up) and thank everyone that came out to visit with me or helped me out or just was a friend through this. I especially wanna thank Brandon (heazy) for taking time on a beautiful friday to come pick me and go rescue my bike! and thanks to anyone else that gave me rides and such!

LittleQ is back to being LittleQ again everybody! ]]> littleq624 http://pnwriders.com/blogs/littleq624/352-little-bit-reflection.html http://pnwriders.com/blogs/littleq624/345-what-if.html Thu, 04 Sep 2008 06:14:32 GMT I feel like i have become trapped in a bottle that is my own head. Depression that has run deep in my veins and kept in check by the poetry i write has started to boil over because i have not been able to string together a poem in over a month. and on top of all that so many questions of my history have started surfacing like what if any number of things had bee differen how would my life have ended. what if i had abused drugs until i did massive organ damage. what if i never went... I feel like i have become trapped in a bottle that is my own head. Depression that has run deep in my veins and kept in check by the poetry i write has started to boil over because i have not been able to string together a poem in over a month. and on top of all that so many questions of my history have started surfacing like what if any number of things had bee differen how would my life have ended. what if i had abused drugs until i did massive organ damage. what if i never went snowboarding on January 5th, 2001. any of these could have had hugely different effects on my life. WHAT IF? ]]> littleq624 http://pnwriders.com/blogs/littleq624/345-what-if.html http://pnwriders.com/blogs/littleq624/344-i-wonder-who-i-am.html Tue, 02 Sep 2008 18:55:57 GMT Sometimes I wonder who I actually am. I feel like lately I don't actually know how I should act to be myself, because I feel like I act very immature and childish and just weird and creepy. I don't want to be perceived this way, but I often feel like that's how I come across. In all reality I wish people could see me for the truly innocent young man that I am. I wish i didn't feel like I give off an impression of being someone else, and maybe I don't ACTUALLY seem that way, but I feel like people see me that way and it concerns me sometimes. For a few months I think I was really happy with where life was going, but was it true? I wish I knew the answers. ]]> littleq624 http://pnwriders.com/blogs/littleq624/344-i-wonder-who-i-am.html